It hurts when all the things you've kept is just going away

I feel so bad. Why? No, I'm not loosing a guy you called boyfriend or gebetan.
I'm sad because my gray Gago-Gado tee lost. And now, the yellow one has been washed-- and it means all the crew signs have been erased.
I've kept them. I love my things. I can't buy a new one. They have so much momeries.
Beside that, I feel down because of........... My friends. I thought we could last forever. But we're not. They choose others and forget me. Hell yeah, loosing something is not a good feeling.

Last, get want you want, keep what you get.

Xx,

Mutia, a girl who hates being 17 y.o

Looklet. It's kinda late.

Sebenernya gue udah cukup lama "main" Looklet tapi baru kepikiran untuk nge-post di blog sekarang. Gue tau telat banget. You know lah apa Looklet itu. Kalo ngga tau, gue kasih tau, Looklet (looklet.com) itu semacam site dimana kita bisa mix and match baju beserta aksesoris lainnya dengan bantuan avatar model. Model & baju bisa dipilih sesuka hati. It's fun.

Well, inilah 5 dari 50 looks buatan designer amatiran: gue.





If you like them, just follow me: mutia sudiar/mutia.gawad@yahoo.com

Thanks.

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Idk why, sometimes, it's just nice to sit silently with a stranger.

School lately...

After my happy day on 16th of May so many problems come.
The same game.
Different players.
And... school becomes a scary place.

they're just AWESOME!

Well, we knew that everybody have their own idol(s). Some of them like Justin Bieber, John Legend, Jason Mraz or anyone else. Actually I have many idols, such as Maroon5, Owl City, Paramore, Akon, Chris Brown, BoyIIMen, Secondhand Serenade, One Republic, Akon, and so on. But there are 4 girls I love most. These girls have their own style, but they're just cool all the way. Who are they? Just let me introduce.


#4 Katheryn Elizabeth Hudson

for I kissed a girl and starstrukk songs

#3 Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta

for just dance, poker face & bad romance songs

#2 Lily Rose Beatrice Allen

for the fear, fuck you, smile & who'd have known songs

#1 Avril Ramona Lavigne

for all of her songs