It hurts when all the things you've kept is just going away

I feel so bad. Why? No, I'm not loosing a guy you called boyfriend or gebetan.
I'm sad because my gray Gago-Gado tee lost. And now, the yellow one has been washed-- and it means all the crew signs have been erased.
I've kept them. I love my things. I can't buy a new one. They have so much momeries.
Beside that, I feel down because of........... My friends. I thought we could last forever. But we're not. They choose others and forget me. Hell yeah, loosing something is not a good feeling.

Last, get want you want, keep what you get.

Xx,

Mutia, a girl who hates being 17 y.o