take a look at me, now.

How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now 'cause there's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
So take a look at me now 'Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me, is against the odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now 'cause there's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
So Take a look at me now, cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do and that's what I've got to face.
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing and you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take

what was on?

HANIFTYA DEWANTORO, MUHAMMAD GARDIAN NOVANDRI, CAHYO HARI UTOMO, AND PANGERAN PENGKUH WERE BORN. SO NOW I WANNA SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WISH YOU ALL THE BEST. AND LAST ONE, THANK YOU HERO!

we did, we do, we will

Gue baru aja inget inget masa lalu gue. Jaman TK, belom ngerti apa apa. Kerjanya cuma main main dan main. Ngga peduli sama orang lain. Seradak-seruduk ngga akan kena omel. Then, SD was running well. Biasa aja sih sebenernya. But, i met so many special friends in it. Devina, Afdhal, Alan, Aat, Novan, Fitria, Wilda, Tubagus, Anin and others that i can't explain. Ketemu temen yang kurang baik juga sih, well itu ngga terlalu membebani pikiran gue.

Masuk SMP. Nothing to say except WOW! Untuk pertama kalinya gue liat geng-geng-an. Gue di labrak. Banyak masalah, tapi masalah itu yang akhirnya membuat gue punya banyak temen. Nur, Arin, Pritta, Sarah, Odi, Tiyut, Karina, Dea, Rima, Ghea, Puput, Fauzan, Singgih, Aye, Harianto, Nisa, Rian, Anna, Luqman and all of alls! I found my first love in junior high. Then everything was so complicated. I don't know why. Gue yang akhirnya berteman baik sama mereka harus ngerasain sakit hati gara gara jealous sama temen sendiri, seneng karena ngerasa "they are my best friends ever", ngerasa bodoh karena mereka begitu pintar, ngerasa hebat karena mereka membutuhkan gue, ngerasa ngga penting karena di tinggal sendiri, ngerasa begajulan karena sering cabut les demi main. Dan sejuta hal lain yang akhirnya gue sedih sekarang. Gue kangen sama mereka tanpa ngelupain betapa indahnya SMA.

Dari sejuta sahabat yang gue punya, cuma ada 5 orang yang bener bener THE GRATEST BEST FRIENDS EVER. Bukan karena deklarasi, bukan karena kedekatan jarak, bukan karena kesamaan gender, bukan karena apapun. Tapi karena gue sayang banget banget sama mereka. Mungkin mereka ngga tau, gue ngga peduli.

Audria Gupitarini, Putri Athira, Rima Rizki Kuswisnu Wardani, Haniftya, Annisa Permata Sari. Gue tau kita sering berantem, beda pendapat, atau semacamnya tapi gue pengen lo semua tetep jadi sahabat gue, bisa terima semua kekurangan gue, dengerin cerita gue. And I will always take care of everything yours. I will always there beside you to share our tears. I will cheer you up everytime you sad. I swear.

batik wear

finally, it's ours

HAPPY BATIK DAY, INDONESIA!